Restless nights

For the past bloody week I have had restless nights. I can't sleep worth a damn and every time it gets dark I suddenly start to bound with energy. I should be a fucking vampire at this point because when I finally do go to sleep its right before the sun rises and then I sleep the whole day away until its dark outside, It really sucks, I really want to get out of this damn house and do something but there’s nothing to do seems how I’m awake when the rest f the world is dead. Tell me is this normal? And please don’t tell me its being a growing teen or some bullshit like that because none and I do mean NONE of my other friends can stay up as late as I can hell none of them can go without sleep as much as I have. I think the longest I went without sleep was a week and a half, and no I’m not lying I really did go that long without sleep and I was pretty much functioning on extreme amounts of coca-cola and coffee and yes I know, I’m insane but hey. I’ve tried sleeping pills (they don’t work worth a damn) I’ve tried alcohol (that doesn’t work either) so what the hell is left? This really sucks, I’m going stir crazy over here people...I really need something to do.
I’ve watched over 20 anime movies today (some rather disturbing and others just pornographic, but enjoyable) I think I might be one of those weird anime geeks who gets pictures of anime characters and draws anime characters including doing some one the computer. Ahh the entertainment in life, isn’t it great?
I’m starting to think that my family is really crazy, my moms lost her mind not that she ever really had one in the first place (well, she probably did before my sister and I were born) My mom seems to think I have a thing for my sisters brother and all and also seems to think that a diamond ring I found is a promise ring or some shit like that (how lame) ya I think this guy is cute big woopty doo I’m not gonna merry him for Christ’s sake. I love my family really. That’s why I want to move far, far away that way I don’t murder them (no I really wouldn’t murder them)
Oh DDR i love DDR its so fun, and what a way to work out, everyone should try DDR just once it's fuckin cool (OMFG, not only am I a geek with anime but also DDR, oh well, it's fun) It's kinda tripy though watching the screen and all the flashing colors and lights and movements its kinda...weird and it can really screw you up.
Ok I guess i have talked way to much in this blog. I'm sorry all this was all really lame and not really worth reading...