Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Sick Me...fucking Mono


FUCK…
Ok haven’t posted in awhile because I have been sicker then sick but hey let me catch you all up with what’s been going on.
Last Sunday I went to a KICKASS Flyleaf concert at first I was pissed of because they put everyone 20 and younger upstairs and if your where 21 and older you could go up stairs even though it was crowded with teeny-boppers (they all make me sick, not that I’m saying I’m not a teen but at least I know how to act my fucking age) anyways I went to this concert with My friend Jae and Carl in which Jae was nice enough to stay with me upstairs while Carl went off and talked to people during the first to concert peoples then finally he remembered me because he looked upstairs and I flipped him the bird while Jae sat and laughed and said he deserved it, about 10 min. later before the actual Flyleaf concert My twin how was 23 was found –wink- so she was nice enough to let me use her ID just so I get downstairs with Jae and away from all the stupid little teeny-boppers from then on it all Kicked Ass and I got home about 12 something.
Then at 2:00 a.m. only god knows why I decided I would go out to coffee with my 2 brothers (mumbles random shit under breath) now I’m not Quiet sure what I was thinking maybe I wasn’t but hey I was picked on and tortured by the Tiger (I will come up with come backs) (and I haven’t forgot the fingerer comment) but even though I was picked on I had fun I think if they didn’t pick on me they wouldn’t love me anymore.
Following morning coffee so this would be Monday now I went to my G-ma’s afterwards and hung out with her and my 2year old cousin (god forbid I have another on the way from the same women) any who later Monday night ended up Getting sick (found bumps on my neck) and was sick until Wed. afternoon, then on Thursday my home girl Shayna came to stay the night and we hung out with to of our other friends all that jazz.
And THEN Friday night I ended up getting really sick again so I was sick and still am A little sick and for about 2 days I just layed on the couch I could barely swallow and all so I had soups and lots of drinks then finally Tad took me to the Dr. yesterday Tuesday and the results are Mono, yes I said Mono how the fuck I got Mono I don’t know its probably from sharing my drinks and shit with people all the damn time (most the time people don’t even ask me anyways) so he gave me lots of medication told me to rest and also not to kiss anyone or share my drinks or anything like that and after the Meds I should be right as ran.
So now here I sit in my sickness feeling better then I did but still sick.
Oh ya here is:

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV. remote because they refuse to walk to the TV. and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumb ass?

Saturday, May 20, 2006

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I’m still alive…barely.
Not much new with me, just SSDD and sick of all the shit that’s going on at my house.
Just sitting around relaxing in the really hot weather we've been having.
I wish someone could save me…
Well got to run.
PEACE

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Save me from my wicked soul





I want to kill some fucking people at this point in time, mainly the ones I live with.
Nothing I do is write, everything I do is wrong.
I’m so sick of it. I’m tired of all the shit I get from people, I’m tired of being told I don’t try hard enough when I try my fucking hardest and most of all I’m tired of caring when I don’t even get the respect I deserve from people.
Grr, I really want to walk outside and scream on the top of my lungs until I pass out (and believe me I can do it)
Ok, now that I’m done ranting about my life…
Not much new going on with me, went out with my brother to go meet up with my other brother for coffee. that was interesting. Manly it was the usual with them, talk about old times, and all the nerdy things they do and also pick on me with story’s of how I use to be and how glad they are of how I turned out now (not that I think I turned out good)
Ahh, I think going out with my bro is the most fun I have, even though he thinks he’s old and boring but really he’s not, and hanging out with both my older brothers…ya that’s great.
Well I feel I’m ready to take my GED except now my mom wont let me because she want me to get 85% or better on everything so I have to go over everything and take the pre-tests all over, I think she’s just stalling because she doesn’t want me to go to Ohio or something, Damn the women pisses me off. I just want to take this damn test and get it over with and then go see my sis who I miss horribly.
FUCK.
Well got to run, people to kill and places to rob
PEACE

Friday, May 05, 2006

Yet another day



Well it’s yet another day and I'm still breathing.
A lot has been happening this week so let me give you a quick debriefing.
This last Friday I was rushed to the emergency room because I had some kinda neurological malfunction I couldn’t see out of the bottom part of my right eye, I lost feeling in my right arm and on top of that I couldn’t speak straight no one could understand what I was trying to say. So they did a CT and found I have a sinus infection and my left nostril and they gave me meds for that and they told me I wasn’t allowed to eat Hotdogs, bacon or sausage any more they also took some of my blood (drug test) and gave me vicodin which we quickly found I don’t agree with. Then they told me make a follow up with me regular Dr.
And for this week I’m grounded because my parents are rude crude and mean, I ended up having a friend call who I haven’t seen in a year now and haven’t gotten to stay the night or do anything with in about 2 years. Well she wanted to kidnap me on Thursday until Thursday so I told her I would talk to my mom and Tad about it. Well Usually I baby-sit on the weekends (EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND) so you see I really don’t get time to hang out with my friends unless they come with me when I have to baby-sit and that is no fun. Well anyway I called the lady I baby-sit for to tell her that there was a possibility that I was not going to baby-sit for her this weekend cause I might be going out of town well she took that as I wasn’t going to baby-sit and called Tad to bitch about it and Tad called my mom who then called me and yelled at me saying how dare I make plans without her say so and I tried to tell her I didn’t then she said your grounded for a week and all that…so ya. I HATE THIS STUPID FUCKING HOUSE I LIVE IN.
So guess where I am right now…baby-sitting…yey…
I really can’t wait till I take my GED now, everyone cross your fingers that I pass.

Oh people you have to see the anime Fruits Basket its so good I love it
Well I gotta run.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

I HATE MY LIFE

I HATE MY LIFE
I HATE MY HOME
I HATE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME
I HATE WHERE I AM


I HATE EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW CUZ I DONT EVEN HAVE A LIFE